The first step is the hardestbut it’s also the most important.

Before It Gets Better: Surrender

is a raw and honest collection of letters for anyone facing the uncertain, emotional, and often painful beginning of sobriety. Written by Stephaniea trauma survivor, recovering alcoholic, and mentor in recoverythese letters speak directly to those who are trying to hold on when everything inside wants to let go.

Through deep vulnerability and lived experience, Stephanie shares the fears, cravings, anger, and doubt that come with early recovery. She also shares the hope, clarity, and strength that begins to grow when you choose to stay sober just one more day.

This book is for:

• The person hiding vodka in the bottom drawer

• The person who feels broken, ashamed, and exhausted

• The person wondering if theyre too far gone

• The person who just picked up their first 24-hour chip

You are not alone, and you are not beyond saving.Sobriety may be hard, but surrender is where the healing begins.

Perfect for those in early recovery, attending 12-step meetings, or seeking emotional sobriety through personal stories.